I want a red dress.
I want it flimsy and cheap,
I want it too tight, I want to wear it
until someone tears it off me.
I want it sleeveless and backless,
this dress, so no one has to guess
what’s underneath. I want to walk down
the street past Thrifty’s and the hardware store
with all those keys glittering in the window,
past Mr. and Mrs. Wong selling day-old
donuts in their café, past the Guerra brothers
slinging pigs from the truck and onto the dolly,
hoisting the slick snouts over their shoulders.
I want to walk like I’m the only
woman on earth and I can have my pick.
I want that red dress bad.
I want it to confirm
your worst fears about me,
to show you how little I care about you
or anything except what
I want. When I find it, I’ll pull that garment
from its hanger like I’m choosing a body
to carry me into this world, through
the birth-cries and the love-cries too,
and I’ll wear it like bones, like skin,
it’ll be the goddamned
dress they bury me in.
“What Do Women Want?” by Kim Addonizio from Tell Me (BOA Editions Ltd.)
“If Love is a Red Dress (Hang Me in Rags) by Maria McKee
Love Kim. Love her next to Mary Oliver here 🙂
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Thanks Timothy! I’d bet Ms. Oliver would get a kick out of her proximity to Kim…they both explore animal nature so well, even if they choose different imageries to do so. 😉
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You’re hilarious! I enjoy your anthology, you’re bookmarked with my firmament of poetry sites. Grateful for how you see. love all around, T
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I can’t believe you first published in 2014. It feels like yesterday – I’m still fanning myself 😉
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What I can’t believe is how many people that came to read in 2014 are still coming to read in 2019. Including myself—the biggest commitment-phobe you could ever meet. I have you and so many others to thank for teaching me the freedom in “just showing up.” And for the comfort and security of knowing true friends will still be there through the ups and downs and hibernation periods. 😘
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