By the time I was six months old, she knew something
was wrong with me. I got looks on my face
she had not seen on any child
in the family, or the extended family,
or the neighborhood. My mother took me in
to the pediatrician with the kind hands,
a doctor with a name like a suit size for a wheel:
Hub Long. My mom did not tell him
what she thought in truth, that I was Possessed.
It was just these strange looks on my face—
he held me, and conversed with me,
chatting as one does with a baby, and my mother
said, She’s doing it now! Look!
She’s doing it now! and the doctor said,
What your daughter has
is called a sense
of humor. Ohhh, she said, and took me
back to the house where that sense would be tested
and found to be incurable.
Author: Christina's Words
“The darkness around us is deep.” ~ William Stafford
“The Stranger in Old Photos” by Philip Schultz
You see him over my Uncle Al’s left shoulder
eating corn at a Sunday picnic & that’s him
behind my parents on a boardwalk in Atlantic City
smiling out of focus like a rejected suitor
& he’s the milkman slouched frozen crossing our old street
ten years before color & his is the face above mine in Times Square
blurring into the crowd like a movie extra’s
& a darkness in his eyes as if he knew his face would outlast him
& he’s tired of living on the periphery of our occasions.
These strangers at bus stops, sleepwalkers
caught forever turning a corner — I always wondered who they were
between photos when they weren’t posing & if they mattered.
It’s three this morning, a traffic light blinks yellow
& in my window my face slips into the emptiness between glares.
We are strangers in our own photos. Our strangeness has no source.
“The Stranger in Old Photos” by Philip Schultz, from The God of Loneliness: Selected and New Poems. © Houghton Mifflin, 2010.
“How to Triumph Like a Girl” by Ada Limón
I like the lady horses best,
how they make it all look easy,
like running 40 miles per hour
is as fun as taking a nap, or grass.
I like their lady horse swagger,
after winning. Ears up, girls, ears up!
But mainly, let’s be honest, I like
that they’re ladies. As if this big
dangerous animal is also a part of me,
that somewhere inside the delicate
skin of my body, there pumps
an 8-pound female horse heart,
giant with power, heavy with blood.
Don’t you want to believe it?
Don’t you want to tug my shirt and see
the huge beating genius machine
that thinks, no, it knows,
it’s going to come in first.
“how to triumph like a girl” by Ada Limón, first published in Gulf Coast and is from Bright Dead Things by Ada Limón (Minneapolis: Milkweed Editions, 2015). Copyright © 2015 by Ada Limón.
“It’s Sunday Morning in Early November” by Philip Schultz
and there are a lot of leaves already.
I could rake and get a head start.
The boy’s summer toys need to be put
in the basement. I could clean it out
or fix the broken storm window.
When Eli gets home from Sunday school,
I could take him fishing. I don’t fish
but I could learn to. I could show him
how much fun it is. We don’t do as much
as we used to do. And my wife, there’s
so much I haven’t told her lately,
about how quickly my soul is aging,
how it feels like a basement I keep filling
with everything I’m tired of surviving.
I could take a walk with my wife and try
to explain the ghosts I can’t stop speaking to.
Or I could read all those books piling up
about the beginning of the end of understanding…
Meanwhile, it’s such a beautiful morning,
the changing colors, the hypnotic light.
I could sit by the window watching the leaves,
which seem to know exactly how to fall
from one moment to the next. Or I could lose
everything and have to begin over again.
“A poem begins with a lump in the throat… (Frost)
“A poem begins with a lump in the throat; a homesickness or a love sickness. It is a reaching-out toward expression; an effort to find fulfillment. A complete poem is one where an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.”
― Robert Frost
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